Drafts.

I have unfinished thoughts and things I write about too often, and things that don't make sense, and words that would only offend.

I have people I care too much about, and posts I had to remove for them.

I have one lined posts and 25 lined posts, but none of them made it.

Probably because some things are too personal.

Things that even though I say I'm comfortable, I'm not ready to reveal all my secrets.

And there's another secret.

I guess the biggest secret is, I do care about what people think. 

And some things would only taint the simple thoughts others have of me.

I guess a lot of them saw me there, but they didn't know I was by the security guard on purpose. 

And you don't realize, that I really hate the smell of weed, even though I've never tasted it.